A memorable day
30 of June, the day i wont forget in my life, something was happened on 3 years ago, it was an incident that casue me totally change of myself.
"Nothing is impossible" was the sentences i like the most. I was keep talking to myself in this few year, i was need to put more efford to make myself to success, grateful to prove to somebody.
Recently i was always get sick , may be will cause my work tender, my company not reliable me, my friends n family worried, may be i was too hardwork on these few year to cause my healthy more worst, but it was a good sign that shown i still alive , hahahha.
I just express what i feeling here, cause soemthing was keep in my heart never express out, even in front of my family or front of my lovely. Sometime i was feeling how to earn more money, to succeed my future, just leave them a side. May be i was wrong on that, sometime, i was dont know how to maintain a relationship althose not nearby is far far away. I was too selfish, i scared to hurt them because i was thinking there am i loving them because of that incident, or because of myself, but the answer was is myself, but i scared it will like passed time, so it cause me more more speechless to them, to let them feel on me not so care bout them, i was saying sorry here.
Somebody cant even have the chance to change themself, soembody was yawning there want to die after break up, no money to spent on to buy something up feeling to die. It was an excuses to end ur life, to run away from the problem, we all need to facing the problem by ourself. It all just an excuses, a new life n new future is front of u nothing is can stop u to walk to the front. Somebody want to but dont have the chance, u should feel so glad that u still here to walk thru.
The incident happened on past few year, it was a memorable day for me, i wont forget in my life, i try to stand up by myself, to walk thru in the future. Thanks for my Friends that help me alot, family who encourage me all the time. Hereby i was saying sorry to whom been hurt n been scold by me.
Wofffssss after yawning out feel so fresh now, Thanks for anyone of my friends here, take good care as well.
July 4th, 2007 at 9:39 pm
Hey buddy,
Y Memory called Memory?
Take it easy & just let it be inside your memory 4ever…
“…a new life n new future is front of u nothing is can stop u to walk to the front”
One more thing, u must un the life chain. Who/Wat came 1st & come last.
Who came b4 u? Ur parents, not money.
Who is the next one? U, not money.
How to become a now-U? Parents - Care - Health - U, not money.
So, other besides money shd put at 1st.
No matter how hard u earn money, without the “1″ the zero(s) behind become meaningless & worthless.
“0000000000000″ still is equal to Zero.
On the other hand, without the Zero, U always have the “1″ always by ur side…
P/S: I didn’t mean u put $$$ as 1st place. Just to write some non sense here…
Haha…
Take care…
July 5th, 2007 at 4:28 am
emm everthing must start from - - me , i knew that, how pretty the mouth said but the reaction will be more slower, so give me sometime bro i will handle it, thanks anywhere bro.
hahaha $$$ i dont have u can bank in some to me then everthing will be settle including my mood as well ahahha boss tahnks ah waiting for the banking ahhha
July 6th, 2007 at 4:19 am
Wow wat a PHILOSOPHY….another face of ur joker personality is this a. Haha….Anyway cheer up man.
By da way tease u here , Ur health is not cause by ur hard work la, Is cause BY UR Hard WORKING in BURNING CIGGARETTES.
July 6th, 2007 at 4:28 am
Wow wat a PHILOSOPHY….another face of ur joker personality is this a. Haha….Anyway cheer up man.
By da way tease u here , Ur health is not cause by ur hard work la, Is cause BY UR Hard WORKING in BURNING CIGGARETTES.