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Time really flies, last time is teenager now is old fella already, how many years i been pass from age 21 already. When i look back , wah really i had walk thru alot of raod alredy woh hahaha.

Last friday i had organize a small gathering within my last college friends, all been growing more matured ( aihsss i was praising u all actually all is growing more older from the face, i look more younger than u all lah hahahaha especially u — u know who i mentioned for hahahah) , all the thinking is change alot compare to college time.

Max, he was same college with me, but major on different course, we are so closed because of we always ponteng together to CC hahaha. He was consider fit at last time, but fit body shape change to fat body shape already, keep going on u cant even can fit into the car already lol, keep on diet lah. Handsome emmmm i dont think so hahahha. But he was straight forward ppl always advising friends when neccessary , it was a good for us too, this was his good point that cause him as a few handphone shop boss.Rich , fat, twisted leg is his tredemark, especially the pregnant dummy hahahahah. Boss when u hired me ah ahhahah.

Loh, he was same college with me, but major on different course, we are so closed because we stay so near, last time we have been lost contact for a time period because of something occur on him ( i dont want mentioned again loh). During college time , he was the one who having a good bodyshape, haha but now ahhaha. He was former malaysia wrestler but now is fatter ahhahaha. He like to ride the bike , always ride the bike using the road that was illegal 1, but now i was queries here the bike can afford his weight???  He got a secret that he was using more cloths to sewing his pant, then which part is using more then, let u all guess hahahaha. 1 2 3 this few number cant voice out when he was here , if not everything will happened if he was the driver hahaha. But at last , he was doing good also, getting the new job soon, i was supporting u big bao hahha.

Chun wei, he was same college n same course with me, we always going yo CC or yam cha together last time. He was well knowing funny guy, not he was funny, he was the one who no need said or doing anything to make us laugh. He was change alot, from fat to thin , thin to more fat hahaha. From riding bike to riding GTR130 then hero haha. I was pass the nite unforgotable, taht i think i will meet my grandpa when he ride me n max back using his GTR130. That was a really abnormal drift , i also not seen before, next time i must learn from him hahaha. Alam megah style, fat fat pig pig is his trademark hahaha. He was working at puchong too but not even invite me have a lunch before, haihss what kind of friend like this sorry is what kind of animal like this ahhaah.

KC, he was a oldest guy among us, old fella is absent no is FFK on that gathering so i also dont know how was him already, may be got time to saw him then write it here. EIii he owe us a dinner leh cause FFK us dont forget remind me kk hahhaa.

That day i was sitting day i hearing them teasing on me, laughing on me, aihhhss so cham been bully again, y is me?? haisssss ahahahhahahahah

So fast we all is growing older already, i also hope the time rewind back to get back all ours happiers time, no need worried alot of thing , but it was aprt of memories of us also, so i hope all doing good also in the future, but for u all i hope is body shape ahhaha, cut off eating supper then i think easy to depreasing the weight emm i will keep mroe eating but u all paid kkk hahahahha.

30 of June, the day i wont forget in my life, something was happened on 3 years ago, it was an incident that casue me totally change of myself.

"Nothing is impossible" was the sentences i like the most. I was keep talking to myself in this few year, i was need to put more efford to make myself to success, grateful to prove to somebody.

Recently i was always get sick , may be will cause my work tender, my company not reliable me, my friends n family worried, may be i was too hardwork on these few year to cause my healthy more worst, but it was a good sign that shown i still alive , hahahha.

I just express what i feeling here, cause soemthing was keep in my heart never express out, even in front of my family or front of my lovely. Sometime i was feeling how to earn more money, to succeed my future, just leave them a side. May be i was wrong on that, sometime, i was dont know how to maintain a relationship althose not nearby is far far away. I was too selfish, i scared to hurt them because i was thinking there am i loving them because of that incident, or because of myself, but the answer was is myself, but i scared it will like passed time, so it cause me more more speechless to them, to let them feel on me not so care bout them, i was saying sorry here.

Somebody cant even have the chance to change themself, soembody was yawning there want to die after break up, no money to spent on to buy something up feeling to die. It was an excuses to end ur life, to run away from the problem, we all need to facing the problem by ourself. It all just an excuses, a new life n new future is front of u nothing is can stop u to walk to the front. Somebody want to but dont have the chance, u should feel so glad that u still here to walk thru.

The incident happened on past few year, it was a memorable day for me, i wont forget in my life, i try to stand up by myself, to walk thru in the future. Thanks for my Friends that help me alot, family who encourage me all the time. Hereby i was saying sorry to whom been hurt n been scold by me.

Wofffssss after yawning out feel so fresh now, Thanks for anyone of my friends here, take good care as well.